StarkRumboldt

Happy birthday, dear. How exciting! Thank you for everything you've given me. We had our wonderful times, and I'll always treasure those -- I hope it's not wrong of me, deep within, to hold out the faintest wish that I'll share more laughter with you in the future. No matter what happens or whence fate winds, I'll always love ye. <3 For others reading this: it's just a means of dealing with something important to me. A few of you may have the context to appreciate this journal as it relates to my personal life, most won't, and that's alright. I'm just forging on through life as best I can, and should that include occasions like this, I ha

Hello all, and thank you to those of you who are reading. This largely concerns the state of affairs in my life, but also how that might impact my activity on here. Things have been a mess lately. Anxiety and a depressive apathy have swept in out of nowhere, and the impact is very strong. Many people that I care about have been experiencing their own troubles recently, even one person on this site about whom I care very greatly. I want to help everyone, but there’s nothing I can do, and I feel a failure for it. I need help myself, and at the moment, I feel as if I have nobody to talk to, nobody. You can consider this my outcry, but it